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♥ Wednesday, 21 May 2008 ♥

helloooo!! Long time no blog.. LOL!! Out of a sudden, I got the fear in me. So afraid that the 512 tragic will happen in Singapore. After knowing the tragic happened at China, Si Chuan. I ask myself:"If this day fall upon me, what will i do? How will i react?" After asking myself these, I ask myself 1 last question..:"What have i done for God?" I realise that i done nothing for God. I'm not like Aunty Jenny. If she lives in the old testiment, I'm sure that she will be one of the disciple. Or maybe she is another Apostle Paul. Hmm.. Maybe should name her Apostle Jenny!! LOL. Died for the sake of the gospel. I really feel so shame of myself. Seriously, I didn't do anything for God. I tried to spread gospel to my friends but everytime all my words fall on deaf ears. After trying a few times, I stop it. coz I find that no matter how hard I try, you just won't accept what I said. So no point keep pressing on. You might think that I' a lady who give up easily. Indeed I am. It's not that I can't go thru difficult times, guess I'm just a little woman with little faith.

perfection,10:44 am