♥ Saturday, 22 September 2007 ♥
hmm... out of a sudden feelin sad.... sad coz i cnt go to the 1 day couple camp on 29/09/07... haiz...... my husband dun allow me to go.. aiya.. he oso dun wan to go la.. but at 1st he agree to go wif me de.. but due to last week incident.. den he dun wanna go n oso dun allow me to go.. coz he scare the same tin might happen again.. as my baby's head is down... can come out anytime.. n sum more on the 29/09/07.. my baby is 37 weeks old... juz nice if my baby is out on tat weeks.. coz the gynae told me tat it's normal for the baby to be out whn he/she is 37 weeks old.. n last week my baby is only juz 35 weeks old.. gynae is afraid tat if the baby is out durin tat week.. her lung is nt mature enough.. so i pray to God.. askin God keep my baby in my womb until she is 40 weeks old.. LOL.. nt say die die muz 40 weeks old la.. juz tat.. her internal organs are all mature enough whn she can come to see dis world.. i noe i cnt do anytin but to pray really hard to God.. coz wat man cannot be done, everytin is possible thru Him.. n i noe is i say i'm nt worried.. are all bullshit!! haha... hw can a mother nt worryin abt their own children.. unless they are cold blooded... frankly speakin.. my little gal bring me lots of worryin... but i thx God for tat too.. coz God is tryin to sharpen me.. frm a pcs of metal to a double-edged sword... i oso thx God for tat coz i can spread His miracles way to my frenz.. haha... prayin hard to God to take away all my worries n burden... n i noe God is always there for me n listenin to my prayers.. Thx Lord!!
perfection,9:16 pm
