♥ Friday, 28 September 2007 ♥
hey hey.. it's time for my blog again.. hmm... ytd went to 'visit' my gynae n oso do some scannin.. he told me tat he will be seein me in 1 wks time.. so which is on 4th Oct. but.. he wan me to admit on the 5th Oct.. den i was shock.. wonderin y he wan me to admit so fast.. den he told me.. coz by tat time, i'm 38 wks preg. so he expect to deliver my baby out on tat week.. den i make a request.. tat can i admit on the 8th Oct? he ask me y? i told him.. coz i'm celebratin sabby's at the chalet.. den my gynae laugh.. he say ok.. up to u but provided tat there no contraction durin dis period of time.. den i told him ok... so i keep prayin to God tat pls let me finish the celebration den deliver my baby gal out.. keep prayin hard.. n i noe our God is the God tat will listen to His children's prayer... haha.... hve faith in Him.. as He can do all tins!! yeah! so on 8th Oct.. mornin 9.30am.. i will be goin to KKH to wait for my little Shi En to be out liao.. haha... pls pray for me if anyone of u had came across my blog.. haha.. for a smooth delivery n ask God to gve me strength... as i no need to use any epidural to ease my labour pain.. n i believe tat 2yrs ago i didn use it whn i delivered my nicky.. so nw i oso no need to use it!! ask God to gve me strength.. but 1 tin funny.. durin tat period of time.. i already backslided.. but durin the pain.. i noe hw to cry out to Jesus.. so wat the ' mi lu bing' said is true.. everybody will use God like a santa claus.. 'whn i need help.. i cry out to u.. u muz help me.. no matter wat..' dis is a really selfish tinkin... so.. nvr be like me.. haha... cry out to Him whn in need.. always cry out to Him as n whn.. but provided u muz hve a real close relationship wif him.. yeah!! shall stop here.. take care n God bless!! ^_^
perfection,3:38 pm
♥ Saturday, 22 September 2007 ♥
hmm... out of a sudden feelin sad.... sad coz i cnt go to the 1 day couple camp on 29/09/07... haiz...... my husband dun allow me to go.. aiya.. he oso dun wan to go la.. but at 1st he agree to go wif me de.. but due to last week incident.. den he dun wanna go n oso dun allow me to go.. coz he scare the same tin might happen again.. as my baby's head is down... can come out anytime.. n sum more on the 29/09/07.. my baby is 37 weeks old... juz nice if my baby is out on tat weeks.. coz the gynae told me tat it's normal for the baby to be out whn he/she is 37 weeks old.. n last week my baby is only juz 35 weeks old.. gynae is afraid tat if the baby is out durin tat week.. her lung is nt mature enough.. so i pray to God.. askin God keep my baby in my womb until she is 40 weeks old.. LOL.. nt say die die muz 40 weeks old la.. juz tat.. her internal organs are all mature enough whn she can come to see dis world.. i noe i cnt do anytin but to pray really hard to God.. coz wat man cannot be done, everytin is possible thru Him.. n i noe is i say i'm nt worried.. are all bullshit!! haha... hw can a mother nt worryin abt their own children.. unless they are cold blooded... frankly speakin.. my little gal bring me lots of worryin... but i thx God for tat too.. coz God is tryin to sharpen me.. frm a pcs of metal to a double-edged sword... i oso thx God for tat coz i can spread His miracles way to my frenz.. haha... prayin hard to God to take away all my worries n burden... n i noe God is always there for me n listenin to my prayers.. Thx Lord!!
perfection,9:16 pm
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hmm... juz nw went to 'visit' sabby's blog.. i saw her upload our photo.. out of a sudden.. my past flash across my mind.. time really flies!! so many tins happen in the past few years.. but thx God for the past few years.. if nt.. i guess i'm still loiterin ard in the world out there.. doin tins tat really make Him feel sad n angry.. really grateful tat God is willin to accept me once again.. Love u Lord!!
my sec school dayz!! fun but sad!!
but wat is past let it be.. anyway, can u spot me?! haha!!
tat's me & Sabrina!! Taken whn i'm still young n wildful!!
me & him.. Taken on 19/10/2003.
Tat's B4 we got married..
(dun ask me y i love a person w/o JOY. Ask God instead.. Coz He gve him to me!! haha!!!)
my dayz in ITE!! can u spot me?!
My ITE Dayz!! can u spot me again?
Look at this 3 uth frm our church!!
Time flies!! They are totally diff!!
(But Xiao Feng is still so IMMATURE la!!)
But nvm!! Try to see him by using God's eyes!!
Slowly u will like him!! Hor?! Xiao Feng!!
Vian, Mr Kok & Me!! At Hong Kong!! 
Tat's me & Vian!! We're at Hong Kong!!
Tat time my tiny little Nicholas is already in me!! 
Look at Nicky!! He's juz few hours right aft birth!!
Look at hime!! so Kawaii!! Taken whn he is few weeks old..
Nicky hate ppl to took off his clothin since young!!
but thx God.. nw he love to shower!!
Dis photo is taken whn he is 1 month old!!
Look at him!! A person w/o JOY!!
Look at me!! So Auntie n pale!!
Look at Nicholas!! So cute!!
Taken whn Nicky is few months old
*A Wedding Ceremony of ChaCha & Bobby*
perfection,12:34 am
♥ Thursday, 20 September 2007 ♥
past few days stayin at KK Hospital.. so borin ovr there.. got nth to do.. juz eat n slp.. haha.. but really grateful lor.. though life is borin ovr there.. but durin the stay.. i really encounter God's grace n healin hands.. He listens to all the prayers.. really thx God.. n thx to those who pray so hard for me n my baby gal.. THX A MILLION!!
my breakfast on 16/09/2007. Fried Kway Diao & Hot Milo!!
my breakfast!! on 16/09/2007. A closer look.. Looked yucky but taste nt bad la.. 
my pcs of 'log' look so serious!! 
me n my hubby.. on 16/09/2007
my breakfast!!17/09/2007. Salty Bee Hoon Soup..
my lunch on 17/09/2007!!
perfection,11:45 pm
♥ Saturday, 8 September 2007 ♥
hehe... time for me to update liao.. haha.... few hours ago.. went for my friday cell group.. learn a fewtins frm my elders.. wat i've learn abt is ppl who hve wisdom.. are those who nvr ask 'why' whn they are told to do tins.. and they always observe all tins ard them.. even if they wanna noe 'why'.. they will wait patiently for the ans... i really took my hat off on such ppl.. coz these are ppl who God really like... nvr ask God 'why'... juz pray n pray n pray.. wait n wait n wait.. coz waitin is a veri torturin feelin.. i go thru dis b4.. so i noe hw it feels.. but if we really wan to get wisdom n more blessin frm God.. learn to wait n pray.. hve a real close relationship wif God.. He will ans all our prayers n gve us wat we ask for... but wait PATIENTLY.....
a joke to share.. ytd guan lin n shurong came to my hse.. n b4 they came.. guan lin keep tellin me tat she cnt tag me.. i was tinkin ' y? it cnt be..' until today she came to my hse n she ask me ' jie.. hw to tag u.. hw come i cnt tag u..' den i show her hw to tag me.. aft showin her.. we both LOL... noe wat make us laugh like crazy? she didn noe tat there is a scroll inside the box... for her to scroll down until she can see the 'name', 'email/url' and ' msg'.. funny rite.. oh my gooddness... she is really blur man... tat's y i say.. pray until she can tag me... pray until God gve her wisdom to figure out y she cnt tag me... ^_^
perfection,1:39 am
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B&B!! Beauty & the BEAST!! LOL!! taken on 4/8/2004
perfection,1:10 am
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tat's me n my most beloved hubby... took it on 23/10/05!! sweet? lol... guess i look more pretty den him.. hehe...
perfection,1:04 am
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LOOK AT THIS GUY!! ISN'T HE LOOK FAMILIAR? HE TOOK PART IN THE ' XIAO HUA XIAO CAO' OF NYP!! TAY JUN HAO!!! HAHA..........
perfection,12:58 am
♥ Saturday, 1 September 2007 ♥
hmmm..... i juz came back frm my grandpa hse... noe wat.. me n my sister saw 'tin' she saw it at my uncle room.. i saw it in the livin room... is a black figure.. guess is a little child.. i dunno whr it come frm la..
it happen whn i was abt to go off wif my sister.. i was sittin in the livin room.. i was keepin my mp3.. den while i was windin up the wire of my headphone.. i was a black shadow comin towards me.. den aft tat i feel sumbody touch my waist... at 1st i tot is my dog bobby... but i keep lookin ard.. tryin to find him.. but i dun see him.. so i tot he was hidin under the arm chair.. so i bend down n look under the chair.. he was nt there.. oh my gooddness rite.. haha.... den aft i finish packin all my tins.. i walk into y grandpa's room.. i saw bobby was layin on the floor beside his bed.. aft i saw tat.. i can cfm tat i saw 'tin'... well.. it didn freak me out anw.. guess juz use to it.. juz dun like it lor.. for nth come n touch me.. idiot!
but dis time.. really freak me out... while i was walkin and tokin to my sister.. abt wat we saw at my grandpa hse... frm the stairs towards the cover walk way... i saw sumtin tat really freak me out..... noe wat ??........... i was a flyin cockroach!!!!!!!!! flyin ard man... really freak me out man... i run away man... but nw.. come to tink abt it.... i find myself veri stupid... saw n kena touch by tat 'tin'.. i still can stay veri calm... tokin... pretendin nth happen... but i saw a fly cockroach... i can run away... stupid rite.. aiyo... buay tahan myself lor.... hehe...... stop here liao ler ba... need to shower liao... hehe......
perfection,10:35 pm
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hmm........ today went out meet my fren again.. Mr KL n Miss Soch In.. well.. aft meetin them.. i realise tat KL ar.. is kinda funny.. he is tat kind of guy ar.. will try all his best to make all his frens ard him to be happy.. even if u wan him to suffer.. he oso willin to do so.. i dunno wat word to use to describe him.. cannot say stupid.. guess is his char ba.. God creat everybody differently ma.. he nvr go n tink abt it whether izzit all frenz worth for him to do such sacrifice... n if a person really treat u like a fren ar.. will tat person like to treat u like a fool or like a clown.. dis is wat i see frm him lor.. i keep tellin him.. "dun always take others prob.. as ur own prob.." he keep tellin me:" no.. i didn.." c'mon.. i'm nt a blind woman lor.. God gve me wisdom de leh.. aiyo... he keep tellin me he scare will suffer depression... haiz.. i dunno.. if he still choose to take others prob as his own prob.. sumhow sum day he will suffer frm it lor.. nt i curse him lor.. coz depression start wif sumbody who's imagination is veri good.. LOL... stop here ler ba.. haha....
perfection,1:34 am
